Yeah so here's the deal. Tumblr or no tumblr I've decided this space might just be the cocoon to resort to when I can't say certain things in certain places. Heck, cowardice right there. But honestly, some people are so goddamn vicious and judgemental I can't help but just wanna run from their freaking radar. Hypocritical maybe but at least I try to accept other people's 'weirdness'. Geez.

Anywhooser, I'm guessing I still have a few readers. Life isn't so good. Just barely got out from the dark abyss of failure. Or mishap whatever u wanna call it. Certain principles are being questioned by none other than myself. And when you start questioning yourself you never really stop. It's rather psychotic I think.

Now I just drown myself in deep sorrow while listening to the likes of Adele, Lykke Li, Mumford and Sons and Bon Iver since their songs just bring my emotions out. so does Bryan Adams. I should prolly download a bunch of The Corrs songs to lighten the mood in my ever clustered head. Or I should just shut up and be a hermit. Which is what I will be for the next 12 weeks. Goodbye

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dream dream dream

In relation to the previous post, I really really hope I get in next fall... which means I cannot screw up my A levels. Insyallah..

Girls out there, do watch An Education. It truly is one of the best movies I've watched. Starring Carey Mulligan so you get the gist.

I don't really mind not doing anything but sit at home and relax this week.. Call it boring but I like peace and quiet. And not having to think of what to wear. Should prolly sort out my stuff tomorrow. There are waaaayyy too many books around.

my dream, so leave me alone

I want to go to Exeter next fall. Why? Because I chose it myself, I got the conditional offer, it's no. 12 in the law school ranking, it's south of the UK so I won't freeze and it's pretty there. Pretty pretty pretty.

AS is finally over and all I want to do is think of my winter vacation to Spain and Morocco. It's been a long time since I've been out of the region and I miss being overseas. Despite knowing I'll prolly freeze myself over there I want to escape and relax and just...lose myself there. I've updated my iPod with appropriate songs to accompany me since I am not going to make any friends on the trip. I just can't decide on which book to bring. Wuthering Heights or Animal Farm or a familiar book? hmm..

Anywho... last week in farking KY for this sem. I am so glad there is only one semester left in that jungle prison. Being on the 18-month program sucks sometimes but at least we're one short of a sucky sem compared to the others. HAHA. I'll miss some of my friends though.. We'll all be going to different universities in the UK. I can be all corny and say the strong bond of our friendship will help us get through uni and we'll always carry each other in our hearts but face it. People move on and if they don't care to maintain a friendship, then they won't. They just won't.

Haiyakk!

So it's my last day in JB. For now. FAAAARRRRKKKKKIINNGGGG SHIT : Back to KY.

I can't get my ass to be unglued from the bed. Hopefully mak and hanim will find Angsana more fascinating than ever and take their time over there so that I can procrastinate even more. High hopes I have I know.

Aliah's back. Ciao! Back to hellhole soon.

so listen good

Been fiddling at looklet.com for the past few hours. It's so fun. haha #foreveralone much.

These songs have miraculously helped during the exam period and also to block unnecessary noise

Mozella ; Say it ain't so , Angus and Julia Stone; Chocolates and Cigarettes, Vampire Weekend, Simon and Garfunkel; Scarborough Fair, Andrew Belle; Open your eyes and In my veins Amy Stroup; Chin up and Just you..

Most of em are thanks to Kucing i.e Hanis. HUAKK!

I want chocolate cake.