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MUST. GET. OUT. NOWWWWWWWWWWW


There you have it ladies and gentlemen, gate fever at its best. Two and a half days to JB. :/

Two weeks to trials. hmm.

So. Everyone is depressed/discouraged/apprehensive/doubtful/disturbed etc today. Why? A lady from the admissions department of UCL came to give a talk to those who are applying/applied to go there. After the somewhat short yet extensive description of the place and requirements, the only thing running through my mind was, how on earth do I meet these requirements?? UCL is fourth in the world. Right above Oxbridge. Smart choices? I don't really think so. My only hope is Exeter. I like Exeter. I must get into Exeter. MUST. It offers History and Law and that appeals to me more than plain old law. Although sometimes I wonder why I am even taking up law. Still, it seems more natural and well-suited. But history......

This is all very overwhelming. I can't even think about fun or food or Raya (well to be honest I've never been a big fan).

Crap. IELTS results tomorrow. gahhhh.