Jagged

Yes it's stupid to make excuses and assume that one does not want to know the exact truth coz, what the hell do u know right? Although to be fair the definition of truth isn't so clear nowadays anyway.

I don't want to start rummaging through my files and find all those history and econs notes I'm supposed to read. Or the maths past years questions I'm expected to do. I'm lazy. I'm even too lazy to go out and go shopping coz i know I won't find what I want and even if I do, it'd be too expensive or out of size. All I wanna do is curl up in my comforter, read a book and play brickbreaker during intervals. And stuff myself with chocolate.

Tegan and Sara's songs are making connection with me. Particularly Walking with a Ghost.

Watched the Germany-Argentina game. Super. And I dont even like world cup that much. It was probably driven by the thought of how many cute players I'd get to spot. 5.

I've decided not to write about my first sem in ky for one reason : I dont want to think about ky.

I'm happy being home. Content and at peace. I love being around only my family for a change. And not messed up whack jobs like those pretentious idiots in college. Ah, that felt good. I only have one stupid resolution for my second semester. To stay out of trouble and not 'lose' myself even more. I'm ranting I know.

I'll just smile at people and once that's over I'll sit at one corner and read a good book. And mind my own business in hopes they will mind theirs. I don't look forward to "getting to know people" because I know exactly how it will go down after 3 weeks. I grow out of the novelty and shut down from the 'friendly' mode. There are exceptions of course, such as me being able to make proper conversations with them. By proper I mean non-superficial.