Damn it. I can't possibly wait for two weeks before releasing part of my frustration clinging to dear hope on my sanity.
Of course I wanted to try. The thought crossed my mind hundreds of times in a day. But I felt I knew better than to fall into the trappings of my own volatility. Some days the idea was too crazy to even consider but some days it gnawed at me and provoked me to make a move. Taking the risk once was well, not too brilliant. So why do it twice right?
Honestly, I felt nothing was even trying to pull me back.
On a brighter note, I finally got an awesome bag for college. And other stuff to make the second semester much more bearable. Whatever shit happened in first sem better not this time. I'll keep a blindfold and duct tape handy if i have to. GAHHH.
Yes, I am angsty today.
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