which is it?!!

I wish things did not turn out the way they did. I admit my mistakes. But regret changes nothing, it will only pull me back. I couldnt have kept it from you and that was why I had to mention it eventually. I know you feel more betrayed than ever and you might never ever trust me again. I hope you don't actually. I know I will only hurt you again. The worst part is that I knew myself too well to realise that you will get hurt by my own actions. I thought I wouldnt but I guess I was wrong. This is not the end though. Coz things are not okay yet.

History test tomorrow and I dont even know what the heck Im doing. Frenchie is driving me crazy. Well basically everything is driving me nuts nowadays. I have to be the emcee for the assembly tomorrow as well. And there's triple blocks of econs tomorrow. I might just die.

At least I'll be seeing my family todaaaayyy!! mummmyy!!! and proper food please :D

Sems in a week. A freaking week and I have barely read anything. yay. My tracking grades suck too. 2 B and 2 A. eng lit and maths of all things. grr. anywhoooo i better get back to garibaldi.

wait. one more thing. I cant seem to differentiate between admiring someone and actually liking them. Coz im beginning to think that i merely admire rather than like for real. Im not sure lah. Ish.