I am so glad to be over that phase. Of not being able to determine where exactly my feelings lie. (for now at least. let's see how long this one lasts) Now I'm on neutral grounds. No more hoping, no more regretting or fretting or WORSE, wondering. The morning that I woke up feeling nothing was probably the best morning ever.

I feel grateful today. For so many things. And to have certain things, I know I need to let go of others.

I really want pancakes with honey right now. And hot tea. I've been craving for two weeks! aaahhhh!