A month has passed since my last post and i can say that many things have changed, myself to say the least. Decisions and choices have been made and I guess in a way I'm glad I can say that I have no regrets. I just feel bad that it had to end the way it did.
We expected it to last much longer than that. I suppose I was disillusioned. One conclusion Ive made is that I am simply not ready to "love" someone at this age. Or right now. May seem like an easy way out but what else could I have done?
But the concurrent event that has taken place is completely unexpected as well. I did not intend for it to happen and sometimes i wish I had not let it go on for so long. One weekend changed everything and I mean everything. The emotional roller coaster ride never seems to end for me. As I went along with it, I realised that Ive come to a point where it was impossible to stop and turn back. And I've been through this before so so many times. I know exactly how it will turn out and it won't be pretty. But who knows? Being the partial optimist that I am, or just plain naive lalang, maybe it will be different this time around.
Everything happens for a reason, right? I'll stick to that then.
2 comments:
"everything happens for a reason"
i've always hold on to that..it helps you view life in a much simpler way..=)
how'd u find my blog?
and yeah.. it does make things easier
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